Life, Love, and Endless Energy

The longer I’m in college, the more I want to go back to high school. I want so badly to pretend and say that I love it, but I really don’t. And honestly, a LOT of it has to do with the fact that I’m commuting. I don’t know anyone because I’m never here, I don’t get the opportunity to be with people. My whole demeanour during the day is different - I’m quiet, I’m lonely, I’m most certainly not me. Now all this energy doesn’t just disappear, so thank you UCI crew for putting up with my excessive energy! =] But anyways, I feel like I’m really missing out on something BIG.

Everyone is off to college, learning and changing and growing, but I feel exactly the same. I haven’t changed at all, sans being a bit meloncholy while on campus. I miss everyone. I remember how close I got to my FSHA friends, how quickly I became such good friends with my SFHS friends. I miss you guys….a lot.

Computer is dying. /rant for now.